Sunday, April 5, 2009

Memories.

These really shapes me.






Delightful Sacrifice[Special Edition]

Stop making research is the best way,
for not to make my love ones hurt again,
to trust someone from heart to heart,
that's impossible for me.

To see them smile again,
sacrifice i have,
people once said,'put yourself first',
yet that's what im neglecting.

to be hated,looked weak,
that's so not me,

but,
for friends,for friendship,
i dont really mind being weak,a loser and so on.

cos im a friend,who protect a friend.
i never judge anyone,im just listening in silent,
to gain info bout others,
i hide in the shadows.

to help another friend,
i keep being fake so that no one gets hurt,
to find the absolute solution,
to lead them in happiness,
so that they could be together again.

im a loser in everything,including love,
i could not protect myself,
the crapness is inside me.

To Ika,
you're a good friend,
cheerful and funny,
but sometimes u annoying,
and u always jump into conclusion without seek the evidence.
Lily is ur best friend,i assume that,
i duno,maybe.u know better.
and i know u really hate me(i duno why,its just weird,and i need u to tell me that)
above all,u still my friend.
and have fun with anas ;p

To Lily,
thx for being my listener all the time,
best buddy i ever had.enough said.

Lastly,to Farha,
we did share most of our past ,
and i can say u had the most accurate lifestyle like mine,
easy to talk with u.
but,
to save u,i had to be honest with u,
i know u're a person who protect urself more than anyone else,
i dun judge u cos i duno u well,and i hope u did the same thing.

Overall,i dont really like to revenge on anyone.Cos u guys had came into my life,and for exchange,im willing to sacrifice my sadness for ur happiness.

p;s im kinda free so i did these randomly.cheers!

Sunday, March 15, 2009

Lame Quiz

I've been doing this just now .Bored.lol .Guess what,it scares me.Seems the results are alike to myself. ~_~

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education

Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

Saturday, March 14, 2009

Sayang You Can Dance


Entri ni bukan untuk mendeclarekan bahawa saya sudah menonton filem terbaru gandingan pelakon hebat dari Malaysia dan Indonesia,tapi saja nak cakap2 pasal dancin ni.Cerita SYCD ni mungkin syok,Ntahla.But surely within this week mesti nonton yuk.

Cakap pasal menari,ada bnyk jenis tarian kat dunia yang fana ni,dan silat bukan salah satunya tau.*kesian la pesilat tu ko perli dia menari cha cha ke apa ntah*.As for me,i love to dance but tak pro sgt.Currently tgh training dancin steps la.Mostly dari video clip korean artist etc,Tgk ar diorang menari gila gempak kot.TAK CAYA? Meh cek nak habaq mai ni.Hang tgk la vid2 kat bawah ni.*act ive been training their steps =P*


BOA - Eat You Up




Mirotic - DBSK



Rainism - Rain Bi




Marilah berdansa peeps ;]

Coffee buat ku terjaga

Pagi2 ni tiba2 mood in love.Rasa pelik,i came up with a new poem.Dgr cam sedih,baca cam emo,tapi i tak rasa pape.I think coz i tak ikhlas nak tulis benda ni semua.But i still want to show it yaw! HAHA! Here goes.

Asking what love is,
Listening to her lies,
i order a cup of coffee,
Without answering that it was you,
I put the sugar inside my coffee.

The sugar melts,
Like my heart that's sending you away,melts,
Like the way your heart melts with your love,
Im like that too...
Please understand my love.

You're love,
From the first day we met,it was you,
Like the way you can't change your blood type,
This has already been arranged,
If the end of this is tears,
I'll let them fall.

In coffee,it's sugar,
and computers,it's keyboards,
When it rains,it's umbrella,
and to me,it's you.

I need you,I love you,
Even if it hurts,it's okay.
As long as there are no goodbyes.

What are you looking at?
Am i an invisible person in front of you?
Will you look at me if i scream and shout?
I'm right in front of you,right before your eyes.

You don't know what love is,
and you're asking me
If i tell you,could you follow it?
Look at me.Can you see the love in my eyes?

It's ok.Eventhough you're not with me,
I'll be smiling.I'll be doing well.
SEBAB SAYA TAK EMO SLALU xD
So don't you worry.

*aku rasa entri ni gay.ntah.just rasa.*

Thursday, March 12, 2009

DragonBall Evolution


YES! Hari ini hari yang sgt indah dan happy gila dalam hidup ku.Sbb ? Result sem2 dah kuar dan amat memuaskan ;p plus! i went to watch Dragonball movie bersama kawanku Mel.

Im speechless.Best gila cerita tu.Nak menangis pun ada sebab kejap sgt story dia.Haih.Sesapa minat dragonball pegi la tgk eh.Thx to Stephen Chow for producing this film and James Wong yg sgt kreatif gila,membuatkan cerita jepun ni nampak real and elegan setelah dibikin dalam Hollywood style.Syabas!

Son Goku aka hero dia,mmg smart abis la.Hensem do mamat tu.Awek dia pula,Chi Chi,hot nak mati.Tambah pula Chow Yun Fatt,mmg havoc la sbb dia lawak gila haha.Bulma mmg versatile and Yamcha,the best asian yg cakap omputih sbb tone dia agak seksi hahaha ;D

**Korang mmg tak paham kan aku cakap pe kat atas**


Nice plot,tak kelam kabut,pandai rearrange cerita supaya tak bosan(serius do,mata tak berkelip bai haha).Overall,mmg puas hati,and best daripada Watchmen.Hahaha!

5/5 ;D

p;s NAK TGK LAGI XD

Thursday, March 5, 2009

Kau

Kali ini ku sedari...
Aku telah jatuh cinta..
Dari hati ku terdalam..sungguh..aku cinta padamu,

Cinta ku bukan la cinta biasa..
Jika kau yang memilikinya..
Dan kau yang temaniku seumur,hidupku ini..

Terimalah pengakuanku...
Percayalah kepadaku...
Semua ini ku lakukan..kerana kamu lah yang terbaik bagiku...